Moving!

So It was confimed to me that i am moving to Birkenhead, in the north west.

So i am ennoying, this is my 14th house move and the college i attend will be my 9th school.

Speaking of college, i am ennoyed becuase they might not do my courses and they might not be taking in people any more! Urgh i went on the website, and its not looking good!

Usually, i would see this move as a fresh start...a chance to meet new people and grow. But not this time, becuase i am so settled in my small village here! I have the most amazing friends a teen girl could ask for- reliable, funny, strong, depenable, brilliant, crazy and loverly!

There was a group of like 23 of us, and i know only 5 out of the group were staying togther at out 6th form, but the rest only live like the smallest walk away..its different moving like two hours away! I have never felt as settled or had as much fun before and i am so scared i won't get that back!

Its no use ranting to my mother, shes seen me cry but she can't do anything about it. Theres no jobs there and she needs money to live as she keeps saying! Its my step-dad whom i'm pissed at! He has the money to help my mother and he refused! there not even divorced yet- but he said you've maid your bed, now you can lie in it! But he was the one that cheated on her and after she split with him, he made himself out to be the victim! So he wouldn't help us, but went out and lent £600 to friends to they could go out drinking and booked himself and all inclusive week away in Greece what a tit! He would rather see hims own Son homeless than help!

So...i have to say goodbye! I'm looking at the positives a fresh start at college, no preconcieved favourites and all that!

And i know me and my friends will keep in touch, its hard and time consuming at times but i am dtermined to! What with text, msn, myspace, e-mail and letters nowerdays there is no excuse not too.

-and i will always have the memories of the last 18 months the perfect memories- well nothing perfect lasts forever and although i am scared i will never get something as good as what i have here again, i know i will just have to grin and bare it...

and what will be, will be right?

-x Ophelia-rose x-